not very happy right now but nvm.

shared my goals and stuff with lj today and oso my goals for the cell. im looking forward to this yr! really hope that the girls will grow and that we will all grow as well! i really do love them lah. yah i guess tts wad diff frm my other cell (cot) like i liked them but i din love them. which is of cos wrong, but i have to say tt maybe i was too young then so yah. but i really do love these girls lah. each and every one of them!and like its so nice to watch them growing heh. yeah i just hope that this yr they will grow more in knowledge as well lah haha. :) they may not be perfect, but they are lovely anyways.

okok lah. i guess i will go for service tml haha. sighz. i have to go myself tho :( ok lah shldnt be lazy.

i think im a selfish person. will try to be less selfish and more giving. and i think its so nice to have the gift of showing mercy... in romans 12 "if it (the spiritual girft) is showing mercy, let him do it cheerfully" wow! what does it entail to have the gift of showing mercy tho, im not so sure... but it means tt showing mercy is like. sometimes active right. not just u have the gift means u will love doing it or soemthing... so i wanna have tt gift! it seems liek such a blessed one to have haha. does tt sound lame? hmm i dunno heh.

ive got the blues and its hmm. light blue?